July is coming...

June is about to end. The first day of July is about to arrive, and there's nothing to be happy about. Though I should be happy because my birthday is nearing, I don't seem to find enough reason to be, because I am still bothered with problems in my mind. For one thing, we still have financial problems in the family, and I don't think we can afford to have a big celebration on my 21st birthday. All my life, I have never experienced such a big celebration...

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Distress...

"All at once, I cried so many teardrops, and at least a million fell..." - Whitney Houston, All at Once Here I am again at home, feeling so sad and bored... But honestly, it's not the boredom here at home that's actually making be feel blue. I love being at home, because it is where I feel safe and sound with my family. The reason why I get sad when I am here at home the whole day rather, is because it brings into my mind the problems I am facing...

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Feeling so lonely...

Today is Saturday and I feel so lonely here at home. I am the only one who's left right here and I at the moment can hear nothing but the whirring sound of my room's ceiling fan. I feel sad and lonely because I'm not used to being here at home during Saturdays since I usually go out with friends and go to the mall. Plus the reality that you are the only one at home gives you more sadness. I am the person who doesn't want to be left alone. I never...

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